Just learned how to embed spotify song lol
I was wondering if i have used my 2 month of summer break wisely, and does productivity = a good summer? Compared to last year, i felt like i drew less and worked more. Oh and i didn't travel this summer. What i find interesting is that summer break is unique and feels different to everyone because of the control you have over your scheduel and the lack of deadlines.
Funny thing, at the end of summer school and before i started my job i felt really guilty to have fun. Like my brain has grown so accustomed to ddl and fixed scheduel i feel like im ignoring something important to do while there ISN'T anything important to do. Took me like 2 weeks to not feel guilty when rotting at home.
On a side note, i found that i scroll on my phone because i'm indecisive of what i want to do between two activities..
I think i just DON'T want to accept that school is starting. Also can we just stop putting back to school ads on like everywhere, annoying asf
But there are things that i achived this summer that i couldn't last time, like starting this blog and finishing an animation, 2 jobs, better summer school grade...etc. So i think i will consider this summer well spent, eventhough i'm uncertain of the future, i can confirm the effort i put in as of now.
yeah i just really don't wanna be back in the seasonal depression jail of winter. 